A part of me says "you wasn't that bad afterall." Another part of me says "you bloody fucker!". I choosed to believe that human behave differently during different circumstances.

I just don't understand why some people can't live with his/her own life instead of interfering others.
You don't get what you want in life, you can only do your best to change your life. Nothing will go on your way, only your hardwork and effort makes things go on smoothly for you.

You don't even care what others thinks about you. So why you still want to bother about other life? isn't it stupid, childish? You hate others but others might not like you as well. You think others copied you but maybe others thinks you copied them. Whatever you thinks about others, others might have the same "thinking" too.