Make up my mind ? Know my goal ? what's my aim ? how life's going to be next year ?

This are the questions that I have in my mind for all this while.

I used to tell everybody I enjoyed going to school despite the long hours and hectic school work. I guess after awhile when we realised everybody's character, things changed so all the "pattern" came out. And I don't know why, I start disliking everything that I know I can still tolerate and back to normal the next day. I learnt to ignore things. I like the days where I can just have fun every day eventhough I have many things on hand to do. 

In my school life, I always got this gentle, soft-spoken friend around me that I can always look for when I need help but now... where is this angel of mine in school? I missed the angel that never makes me feel angry, let me be the entertainer that crack all the jokes, we're good friends that never fight for a single thing. I miss my dear angel badly :( dear god, please give me back my dear angel. will you?

Maybe I should take my words back? I don't know where and who am I going to start from.. I need my peaceful mind and soul back.

- - ---- -- -- - - -  -- - - --

The weekend is coming! I don't know what I wanna do but I know my saturday is crash! I want to meet the girls badly. :( I miss those times we fight and being the group of most noisy girls around.

 The most epic photo of us because we were scolding adeline!

I haven't see stella for ages. She is the most busi-est among us and the only way to meet her is bump into her on streets. :/ 

p/s: Dear Boss, please give me a call soon.