For the past few months I have been thinking alot. So much that I am afraid I might get depression one day. I never think so much about life in the past. Perhaps after a few days I will be back to normal. Even when I am thinking about life, I wouldn't let anybody know. I will just act like nothing happened.
In every part of everyday life, I learnt a lesson. Now I am quite proud to say I can control my emotional.
Since young I went through different stages in life. Be it good or bad. I think I have encounted the worst too. I can give up everything to start a fresh, I don't mind losing anything anymore. It doesn't really make a different if I have "it" in life anymore. I can use my own ability to get "it" back if I am willing to work hard to get back. I know what is important in my life and the only one "thing" I couldn't afford to lost.
I wish that everybody could just slow down their foot steps, look back what's important in their life. The few minutes of thinking doesn't work.
I'm missing the time where I get to sit at Starbucks or Mac talking about life. The time where we don't hurt each other, we're just speaking from our point of view. Those time are great! We speak to someone just to make us feel better.
Over the years, I have learnt to agree with others instead of sticking to my own point of view. After all, I learnt that listening to others doesn't have any harmful effect. I won't lose anything neither. Instead of being "self-centered" why not learn to give in instead?
I have to agree to part of the words. But c'mon, you don't have to use a sarcatic words to talk about others. You can comment about someone on somewhere that he/she could see it but you don't have to use such sarcatic words.
I believe that God create human with different characters for a reason. If there isn't up and down, people with 2 sided characters that wouldn't called life. We can't choose what kind of person we want to be. But we can always improve on ourself.
Life is all about affect, affection, affectivity, agitation, anger, ardor, commotion, concern, desire, despair, despondency, disturbance, drive, ecstasy, elation, empathy, excitability, excitement, feeling, fervor, grief, gut reaction, happiness, inspiration, joy, love, melancholy, passion, perturbation, pride, rage, remorse, responsiveness, sadness, satisfaction, sensation, sensibility, sensitiveness, sentiment, shame, sorrow, sympathy, thrill, tremor, vehemence, vibes, warmth, zeal.
having one more friend or passerby is better than having one more enemy.