I'm terribly broke now!
I'm supposed to save my pocket money this week. I only put 20bucks inside my wallet for lunch for the whole entire week. I did survive in school but not the others.
I got caught in school because my hair colour was fading and it becomes brighter each day. But what can I do? My hairs colours like to fade away even if I don't dye. I no longer have black hairs! So, i have to buy hair dye and i'm not very used to the colour now. I don't have black hair ever since I was 16.
I over spent because of the stupid hair dye and prepaid card. D:
So yeah! I take my guts out! I texted my dad this morning for another extra 50bucks! HAHAHA! It's my first time doing this. I never ask extra money before. Most of the time is my mom know I need money and she give me extra 10bucks at most. But today I'm despo for money. On my way to the MRT station, I texted my dad for extra 50bucks.
I got 50bucks! I know i'm supposed to SAVE? but i brought IP MAN movie tickets @ 7bucks (discounted price), starbucks, lunch + dinner. I even saw a bunch of secondary schoolmates at kopitiam. It seems like I always bump onto someone @ Plaza Sing.
Well, money is never enough! I knew that at the end of the money I will still be getting extra money! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to spent my pocket money per week, I don't want to spent any extra anymore.
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I'm so sick of explaining. You know what?
I got more tann now. Strangers keep thinking that I am a Malay or somebody other races. Just because I don't speak like a Chinese speaking English when I talk to strangers. But the next moment I turned to my friends and start speaking Mandarin loudly. HAHAHAHA (:
But some funny people just like to tell me I don't looked like my age. They keep thinking that I am only 16 or 17. And they keep calling me "xiao mei" , "ah girl". FUNNY! They think I just graduated from Secondary school!
Seriously, I don't have the genes that Chinese should have. I have brown colour hair, blue eyes ball. I really have blue eyes ball but you can't really see. I don't have those black colour genes that a Chinese should have. I didn't know that until the doctor start checking on me when I was hospitalize when I was just a little girl. And they thinks it's funny. I have a row of training doctors holding a touchlight trying to check my eyes colour when they problem doesn't lie on my eyes sight! Isn't that stupid???? According to the medical terms, they can't really explain why. But those training doctors are funny! They told me why their ambition is to be doctor! But my ambition is not becoming a doctor. -,-