something when hell wrong with me in my mind.

i have this thought of meeting of my childhood close friends, people whom i grow up with. i've this thought of meeting my friend of 14years! And, the best of all when i was in primary school shupei, css, rebecca! shupei never failed to let me copy her homework :D nice hur? and then my very close friend during cca days in secondary school, cheryl!

can you define friends for me? those friends mention above are the ones that we don't quarrel to the extend that we stop talking to each other for weeks or even months. maybe my friend of 14years, we quarrel alot because we're still young and don't know anything.

the way of keeping contact with them is really funny. because the jc's kids have hectic school work, i hardly contact them. sometimes, i think i'm making use of them :/ sorry, jc's kids. i hope that one day i will do something for them.

during my secondary school days, i played alot. i'm rebellious! i created troubles one after another. but i never ever gets disciplines punish. it's just because of *&)(*&()@ reasons, that's why i became like this.

i'm thankful to the canteen clique that we used to have our recess everyday during upper secondary school days. and the rest of the extend clique. i created troubles, they help, they stop.

i think everyone is keen to know the meaning of friends or friendship. it doesn't mean that knowing someone for the longest time means that he/she is your best friend. because my longest friend and i get drifted and together for many times. it doesn't means that being together or keep contact are best friends. we know, we keep each other inside our heart.

now i see the world, i know who are the ones will help me when i'm really in need of help. i understand what i want, i will give up for the ones that deserve being friends for life.

fuck to the friendship that is sucks!

entertainers wanna-be!