Finallyyyyy I watched 17 Again yesterday. Now I understand why people refused to go LIDO. Yeah . . I've a bad experience yesterday.

Spent quite a bomb and I even spend my angbao money away. Good thing was, I didn't go ATM machine for quite sometime. But... I spent my angbao. I must refrain myself from going to ATM machine.

Anyway, whatever is it I will just sit down and look. I won't do anything. I am trying to control my anger but I wonders if I might blown out one day. Let's see who will be the suay person?! And it is impossible for me to control everything. Well, I just don't want myself to be in the picture.

The fears and worries that leads to phobia for living.