Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Play the game?

I QUIT THE GAME! I am not going to play with you nor entertain you anymore. You might want to said I am a tortoise. NO, it's because I grew up! I am going to turn 18 this week. (that line is shit and rubbish) Well, it's my life and I don't need your comments nor remarks. Whatever I do, I will be responsible for my own actions. You don't have the rights to said me because you are not my true friends. Everybody can be my friends but there are only a few that I can really trust them. Anyway, I thanks you for your 'remarks' because it's means self-reflection time.

AAA : thanks! do I know you in real life?
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I thinks that my grammar turns shitty! It doesn't seem like how it used to be during secondary school days when I wrote multiple chim paragraphs. (AHEM! I don't do it in my own wills, I was being force.) I lose the ability to write complete sentence, is just like end of the world. I don't know how am I going to survive for the next few weeks, months, years? My vocabulary just can't make it. At times, I wish that my brain function like a Internet where I can visit dictionary.com to use thesaurus.

Well, turning 18 doesn't seem excited to me. I have tried drinking alcohols and smoke with my parents permission. I tried smoking when I was 6 or 7. Dad tried to psycho me smoking with his Marlboro hard pack (does it spell in this way?). I started smoking earlier than any one of you. Well, he refused to teach me mahjong eventhough he can plays well. I also tried alcohols but I couldn't remembered when. However, I don't like it at all. Red wine seems like some sauces to me even if it's costs a bomb!

18 seems scary! I don't know what are those people going to do to me. (Ya, I found another person's whose birthday falls on the same date as me) It will be plain celebration with outsiders. I don't think I will celebrate with my family. I better be energetic on that day.

I'm NOT anticipating for my 18th. I am more anticipating for 23th May, sis 21st!

Oh ya.. I will add all of you at my Hotmail into my new LIVE account! Almost the same address. I applied the account months ago but lazy to add people.