♥ JASMINE

2011-04-02T02:09:00.001+08:00

HI, I'M BACK FOR BLOGGING NOW :D

I never thought that I would come so far.. I was surprise to see a "almost" perfect score when I was in year2. I can't believe a bum like me that doesn't study at home but laze around the house everyday scored so well. Suddenly become some top students in that semester. And my gpa immediately shot up to 3.0+.

I continue to be a bum and go to work almost everyday after school. I only get home at 11.30pm. Working makes me a happy person because they are really nice people and we talked alot everyday. I still went to school everyday, just that I am always late as though my grandfather own the school.

Is kinda disappointed that I didn't managed to score an A this sem. I blamed myself for not being able to figure out well for that bloody question! Phewwwwwwww! My 25marks just gone like this. *sobbing*

After all, I am happy that I managed to achieve an average grade for studies and cca. My sweat and hard work (sometimes) for studies and BL paid off.

* * *

On April Fool, I was totally fooled by my JPAE results! I never thought that TP business would accept me. I met their requirement! I screamed super loud when I login and saw the resulths. Is kinda expected that I wouldn't be accept into my first two choices because Glen the professional master says so. (like i kena his spell :/)

TP was once my dream school. I always thought that it would be great if i got into the school. I like the spirits they have during orientation and open house etc. When I knew that I was posted into TP, I was totally lost. Maybe is because I wanted to join another friend in another poly :/ I failed to make everyone happy wtth my posting. I have to gave up accounts after 5years of learning. I was once a bright and top students for accounts but now I have to gave up everything. Accounts is like the only subject I could excel in my whole entire life.

But well, I have many friends in TP now..

* * *

I started to get use to my working enviroment now. I don't really feel this is a place for "home" yet, but I behave just like this is my "house"! :D My manager is a kind & sweet lady! She tried her best to accomodate everyone's needs.

And yay! I'm finally going to work with some cool poeple which I can communicate super well with after Jyae.

I always look forward to off day, that's when i can go out and eat my hearts out! :p

2011-03-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

Goodbye might seems to be the hardest thing, but when it's time to do so you've to no matter what!

LET'S PARTY HARD GRILS!

List check :

arvin hana julie vanessa jyae farhana shirleen julie janice pamela fatboy rachel kylie niza vanessa c. zhi sin yu xuan qin kai melina susanna yaya maz yi nyn feliz yati .........

Definitely missing those time working with em' because they all the best you could ever find.

Missing those time when I help them with sales because I only know how to serve customers & do cashiering. And hana would help me back with my sales when I go for break.

The first time I offered to help samiah & maz key in their sales for them, they thought I would steal their sales like P. HAHAHA, they're wrong. I am so famous for being a bum, like to do cashiering only. I can remember everyone's code now. I always do sales for arvin, hana & julie. It doesn't matter $20 - $400 because at the end of the day those money wouldn't go into my pocket and I'm just a part timer. When I am nice enough, I make sure everybody hit 1k for their sales at least. Zhisin hate telling me her code number because is so damn ugly! When I remember her code, I will start laughing at her :D

I always play with Daninl if I heard him calling "mama" when I was mopping the floor. I would stand near the entrance and start playing with him eventhough there is this bloody glass door blocking our way.

I totally love to bully pamela! HAHAHAHAHA! When there is no boss, Janice and me would bully pamela together! Totally feel like laughing when I see her talk. I keep bullying her, she still go around tell people i'm funny like qin kai :/

jyaeeeeee totally awesome or what?! we own the huge store! shhhhh.. that's our secert.

I miss arvin's jokes.

I like my new job because my manager is nice! shhhhhh.. we can sms infront of her, we can wear slipper to work and she give me many work schedule because she doesn't have enough full timer despite so many people working. And workplace is only 30mins away from my house despite the needs to travelling via MRT.

dear boss, can you sent me to work at workshop if that nice aunty is working? i would love to work with her one day. :)

my little wish at work.

GRADUATED!

2011-03-08T01:06:00.000+08:00

Today's marks the last day of school for 2years :B There's nothing I really miss in school this time round.. maybe a few weeks later I might start missing those days we have in school.

I didn't manage to give in my best shot for paper :/ But well, I can't remove nor undo anything that I have done this afternoon. I'm being damn positive at this moment. I knew I would pass this paper but what matter is the grade I would get. I just wish that miracle happen just like last semster! *cross fingers*

i'm NOT loving the enviroment I have now. What should I really do?
WORK VS HOLIDAY
I don't know which company should I be working for.. Is just too hard for me to choose what I have and a part of me says "wait for patrick's call!". First thing I shall do, TENDER! Second thing I shall do, try to love my new job and pick up photography for REAL.I venture into a new job that I totally don't have any experience? kinda stupid yeah?
My aunt told me if I want to go for holiday I would have to leave sgp on wednesday evening for A WEEK!! totally dead! I already say I will be leaving sgp at the end of the month :/ And I have to skip my cousin's 21st birthday.

I got back part of my $$$$$ !!! I'm going to get out of the house for some retail therapy tomorrow <3

2011-03-02T23:09:00.001+08:00

I think I did well this afternoon despite being the last person for the day :D HAHAHA, i did well for my writing part and demostration skills as well. HELLO, I USE MY BRAIN TODAY!

There's no boarder between us. I am confident enough to bring out my thoughts. I wanna wanna go melbourne .... pat, i hope i'm able to make it there one day.

should i pick up scrap-booking?! hmm.. i have to think what to do for my cousin's 21st birthday next week. Perhaps a 3D birthday card with the help of vanessa and jyae??

exam in FOUR DAYS time! wish me luck :) im gonna be as awesome as what i did today. lady luck please stay with me throughout.

I will travel around, enjoying my lifeeeeeeeeeeee & tons of outdoor activities to come. <3

2011-02-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

In another 2.5weeks time, I will be graduated from school!

I don't really know how to plan my march schedule. :( MONEY MONEY! I NEED YOU BADLY. I seriously hate waking up at 3.30AM in the morning and have to work for freaking 10hours! Because I don't get to meet nice & fun people :(
I will be leaving sgp alone to meet my cousin if our schedule doesn't clash. I WANTED TO GO TO NEW HOUSE SO BADLY!!! I gave up on waiting for mom to go together! Is like.. it will only happen in 10million years later :'(
I want to play mahjong because I already found many kakis! I don't mind losing money because one day I am going to get back all my money from them!

I love Tuesday bus ride to school! I will bump into yinghong almost everyweek or some other friends will take the same bus as me!

Self-reminder: FML! please start to revise Jasmine!

I have yet to finish my exam and now I am thinking of what to do after exam :( I want work-life balance!!

2011-02-05T23:15:00.001+08:00

恭喜发财!!

Chinese New Year have become more and more boring each year.

We even left our house later and later each year. opps :(
Perhaps, the worst cny I ever have.

C'mon can just kill me please..
Maybe we should leave this tiny space during cny next time.

This cny is like my most sleepy cny ever!
I don't even play till late at night. I don't know what's wrong with me.

Traditional or what? one of our classmates will invite us to his/her place.
This will be the first time I will be joining them because the schedule doesn't crash.
We're prepared to bring home lots of money from the owner!

next week will be damn busy.
I have to work, prepare presentation, house visiting, plan my march (!!!) etc.
I have the most easiest presentation ever? I hope i don't screw up the whole thing.
My powerpoint slides is likeeeeeeeeeee ... figures everywhere!!
Let's count down for our last month of school!

meeting lihui for our japanese buffet again soon! :D
I haven't meet the bunch of girls for the longest time. :(

My cny wish - I wanna join jyae & vanessa please ........
I will save money for PRADA!!

2011-01-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

Back to school for last two months! :) And there we go, G-R-A-U-D-A-T-I-O-N! We're almost done with our fyp. *grin* I can't wait for final examination to commerce on March!

I have such a bad day while having steamboat with cal at some shop last saturday :( While peeling prawns shell, the 'juice' of the prawn splashed all over my new shirt! fml. I refused to wear the shirt home so I brought a new shirt and changed into it on the spot. I swear, I am going back again after my exam end.

The following Monday, some asshole said "if Jasmine clear her debt, I will gave you all a treat!". Of course, I did clear my debt so that we can have free lunch! C'mon, say "thank you, Jasmine :)"

half of what we ordered.

After all the food was served and tasted, I realized 85% of the food was made of prawn!! Kinda like prawn revenge time!

I'm gonna get free food on Sunday from pamie! :D *winks* but qk wouldn't be around by then because he thinks his meal is much more important than having fun with us for the last time. Speaking of that, qk is a real idiot! He was happily reading the email to me when I called the other day. Is kinda sad we never work together for once. Somehow we managed to know each other!

More delicious meals coming next week :) nothing to look forward during cny, is only the food that i look forward to.

2011-01-05T03:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO, JANUARY 2011.

Time to prepare for final year examination, project deadline, chinese new year, new changes etc.

hopefully a reunion dinner with everyone before chinese new year hit us. I shall have steamboat & more steamboatssssssssss! Other than steamboat what can we have? Is so hard to accomodate to everyone's timing nowadays. And they have been reminding me about prawning when it wasn't my suggestion at all :(

After I wrote down about 2010, I start to miss those muggers during N's & O's. MacDonald & Changi definitely left a great memory during those days. hey muggers, how have you been doing now? It have been a year or 2 since I last met you. And the rest of you, how are you too?

I have to prepare myself for those new changes and enviroment for another stage of life, yet again.

Still can't decide which new skill should I go for. :'( yeah, i'm pretty sure i will be making use of the new skill in life.

I need to re-shot my passport photo and get my application done this 2days before my mom kills me when we need to left town urgently or realizing my passport expire when we need get out of here next month. Oh, and get the other half of my room clear!

I NEED A NEW TOY FOR REAL. :'( i really need a new toy but this means i'm spending. what to do now?

2011 resolution !

2011-01-03T01:32:00.001+08:00

In 2011,

I wish I will be more sensible, concentrate more on studies.

I wish to continue studying in local school and meet more fun people!

I wish for stable income and able to support myself fully. Of course, people around will have more moolah!

I wish for a healthy health for everyone.

I wish to get my passport done! I will go to KL for sure! I wish to go third world country too.

I wish to learn new skill!

And I wish for ................................

In 2010 ..........

2011-01-03T01:21:00.002+08:00

In 2010,

I left the huge clique in school for no reason. Maybe don't have sense of belong? but thankyou for all the laughter we have during lunch everyday & helping us to complete our PM1 project last minute.

We have our traditional Chinese New Year without dad around because he couldn't make it home on time. We have our renuion dinner with one of mom's friend & daughter. Ever since grandma wasn't around and after growing up, I don't really look forward to Chinese New Year, it seems boring. I don't look forward to gambling session as well. People without a place to go for cny, please come to my house on 2012!

I realized the importances of family & friends. With them around, theres are fun, laughter, supports. They really make an impact and shows me the meaning of life. And I also realized what are true friends!

I was totally lost. I don't know what I want in life, what's good for me, what to do next. I tried my best to search for life I really want. I realized keeping myself busy with schools, meeting friends ocassionally is what I want. But everybody was busy with school but me :/ School doesn't keep me busy at all. I'm so used to the busy life I have during my secondary school days. I struggled so hard for school, tuition keeps me occupied all day, meeting friends for mugging. So I found an alternative way! I tried out various part time jobs. From being a mobile phone promoter to working at sport equipment shops to currently job - working at stationary shop! Of course, thanks lance for introducing me the job :)

I met one of my primary school best friend, shu pei during her long holiday! Now she's busy with uni so I can only meet her when she's less busy with school work. I think travelling to school already makes her drain out. will get css to come out soon!

In May, I met one of my closest friend at CCA, cheryl!

we used to meet at the canteen for lunch and go CCA together and stand side by side each other :)

In Jun, we have our first ever cousin gathering!

First time all of us head out without the adults and maids. we brought the two kiddo along as well :D we have our dinner at Aston! We make hell lots of noise while queuing for an hour. hehehehe, i bet people around were jealous with us. Have you ever seen so many cousins went out together?

In Jul, we have birthday surprise for Ju!

we're like the madest cousin on earth!

In Aug, I get to eat my favourite durian mooncake!

My all time favourite mooncake bake by my auntie :) I never failed to consume the most number of durian mooncake!

I also met my childhood friend I know when I was in kindergarden!

In Sep I participated in F1 for the second year!

we meet for lunch everyday before work...

I also found a close friend..............

we're still keeping contact and disturbing each other :D

I also have my best results that I think it was so unexpected! For an asshole like me, I scored for examination?! can you believe meeeeeeee? i can't believe myself too.

In Oct,

erm........ what did I really did? I can't really remember who I met!

perhaps the month that many many bad things happened throughout.

In Nov,

I met Li Hui & Suat Yen for lunch! I haven't see li hui for ages man! Should catch up with them more often since li hui isn't working anymore :)

And of course, we have family gathering! Eventhough it was a bad month because both my cousin & uncle was hospitalize one after another, we still continue on with the gathering.

Of course, I ended my last month of 2010 (dec) with amazing people around :D

And i finally went back to punggol for Christmas party!!! I haven't go back for almost a year or more.. I wish we can have more gathering next time. ( Pastor ronny, where is my photoooooooooo? )

I met many many new friends through work (don't ask me why i'm close with everyone because i don't know).

People come and go, only the best in life live with you forever.

2010 is a turning point in my life, I found what I wanted and did things that could make my life more meaningful!

2010-12-23T22:41:00.001+08:00

Santa claus is coming to town!

Apart from being annoyed from the bitch (y'know, i know) life have been exciting - expoloring and learning new things. I'm in love with the people around but not that bitch, of course!
A few of us met up for lunch on Tuesday. Of course, it was great time gossiping and distrubing people. More to come next month!

I can't wait for my lunch feast on Saturday!

2010-12-16T14:38:00.002+08:00

On 10th Dec, I have hell lots of fun and of course, making new friends.

After school, Dailing and Me sent Gladys to airport to wait for her auntie to come.

We've Pizza Hut for lunch before we left the place.

Retreat @ Tampines safra was somehow fun because we've our entertainer, Tan! She's like mad woman when it comes to her turn to bowl.

THE ROCKSTAR! can you see how mad she is?

We've our final photo before we head homeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Here's who i'm meeting in the evening @ Indochine,

I managed to wake up on time for work the next morning despite sleeping late for the week and got a headache after drinking. Annnnnnd, the rest of them was complaining the next day despite working afternoon shift!

I'm looking forward to christmas party @ punggol tomorrow with a few secondary school friends & others! I can't wait for next week. Meeting the Kikki-kers for lunch & moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee gathering!

2010-12-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

안녕하세요! in love' with Korean Language :) I need to learn how to write Hangul (traditional korean words).

FINALLY, I get to shopping after school! ♥♥♥ (this shows how much i'm in love with shopping now) I never likes shopping in the past, but now i do! Maybe is because I start earning my own money, I have more to spare and save at the same time.

I brought presents, shirts and KOI (hehe, we didn't Q at all). Oh, I slippered to school. fuckthatcheena for stepping my slipper so hard when I was walking towards MRT. Thanks god, my slipper was still in perfect condition. I think I make a good choice for purchasing a pair of 50bucks slipper after that incident. I shall get two more pairs from NUM.

I went Bodyshop twice (of course different store) just to check out what they have in store. I managed to sent out my text on time! hehe, I get to enjoy the staff discount. I shall go Bodyshop to thanks "our neigbour".

When we were making our rounds in the mall at 8PM, I came across some cool store! I thought of asking van to join them since she's interested with the job. I chatted with the staff and when she was about to get van contact from me on behalf of their boss, somehow we managed to find out SHE ALREADY HIRED VAN! I quickly ran to the other store where van was working! HAHAHAHA! The ladies was nice, they even offered me job at their store.

WELL! prawing with jyae, van & co. coming soon. I just can't wait for the day when all of us settle down with the new enviroment we all will have soon.

Dinner with Tayissa & co. after school year2 retreat. Hopefully, retreat end early so I can meet the rest after school.

I need to pay extra attention in school just because I've gotten my pass! By hook or by crook, I need to appear on Sunday! I also need to fight for the toilet with my dad & sis tomorrow just because they need to be extra early for work tomorrow. What a busy day for the family tomorrow.

2010-12-07T01:34:00.002+08:00

There's too many happy things to mention but a few sad things too.

The first thing that I have not yet done after a month is my damn passport! I was too lazy to get my passport photo taken. Nooooo.. I have one, but i'm not going to use that.

I can't go Mnet concert eventhough the ticket was fully sponsered with good seats somemore! DAMN DAMN DAMN! I should have go because the ticket cost 200bucks (!?).

I read a sad news about an uncle I know since primary school all over the local newspaper. We have to take time to accept facts and move on eventually.

Till now, we haven't get to meet jf for her birthday celebration and get her present! i'm going to spent some time getting this few days. And maybe get a few christmas present for my mates! They're cool!

Christmas is coming! YESSSSSSSSSSSSS, which means more party, outing and gathering. Will start my christmas dinner from this week onwards! :D Eventhough, not all of them can make it.. we can still have another gathering with the rest at changi, prawing and JB! I find that, I don't really have much time to spent because most of my shifts are closing. Holy mama! We can always go midnight outing till morning!

Christmas is coming and then, New Year! One month later, it will be CNY! more and more gatherings.

Another 11days of school! 8 more days to CA! here we go, H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!

2010-11-30T20:56:00.002+08:00

School have been REALLY A BITCH!

There's this really freaking childish kid in my class. There we are busying with our assignment and printing for submission, there he is busy printing papers with Alvin's name on it. Is not just one or two pieces of papers. This childish fella printed 1/4 or 1/2 a ream of papers.

At the end of the day, we will have this amount (refering to the picture above) of waste papers. We can't even recycle those papers because we're printing assignment not research.

If you're not the person doing this, you don't have to worry nor point fingers on others. This will only show that YOU'RE GUILTY CONSCIOUS !! Stop wasting papers and money (for those whom contributed to class funds). You have lots of money to spare, but not everyone have those kind of money to spare.

And c'mon who will be the dumb ass that will sabotage your own group member? Obviously those who say this will be the one wasting papers! If you didn't say a single word, good for you. But if you did, probably you're just finding someone to "replace" you so that you can clear your name.

PPP/S: you're already 19! please grow up. if you don't like him, just confront him. don't have to do such thing.

2010-11-25T22:43:00.001+08:00

Feeling lazy this week! :(

There's too much to update but nah, i don't have time.

Short update on the family get-together @ Pasir Ris flat chalet.

The boys at the beach for a stroll before dinner!

The kids back home are all iTouch/iPhone pro.

Like to make fun of him only :D lalalala~

The best thing about the chalet was I HAVE MY OWN BED! The 2 monster almost drove us crazy. =/ I was the part-time chef for morning breakfast because I was so interested in frying using the pan! HAHAHA

imma kinda looking forward for Monday :)

tomorrow is my self-declared school holiday :D i'm gonna go alone shopping! i love it! nobody bothers nor rushing for time. hopefully SingaporeGP pay me my salary by tomorrow.

2010-11-21T00:26:00.001+08:00

Just one word to describe "fake" ! There's no others words to describe.

Stop bullshit-ing about everything, you don't even have a life anyway. You only live under the control of others, you can't even have your own decision.

I will pity you 

2010-11-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

Is already the 4th week of school! I have adapt to my new life - school, work & play at the same time.

School have been H-E-L-L. I need to go lab every single day! To my horror, next year I (and half of the class) have to attend extra 2hours of lessons every week in the LAB! Most of the days is about reading our "bible". I have already sacrificed two of my Tuesday morning beauty sleep for projects :/ you know this sucks! We end up having breakfast, lunch or bonding session after 1hour.

I'm so looking forward to next week after my CA and school holiday! I'm so excited about the next 2 months.In the mean time, I need to buck-up for my CA.

I have start planning, enquire, ... I still have so much to do before everything end here.

The word H-O-L-I-D-A-Y is already somewhere in my mind after 4weeks of school.

This asshole is having an exam on Saturday, 4.30PM! that's kinda shit. Is fated that we can never work together :/

2010-11-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

2010-10-31T02:38:00.000+08:00

I haven't been login to my MSN for quite sometime. Even if I do, I go offine very soon. I feel great after speaking to a friend that I have never talked to for months about things that kept in my mind but I couldn't find someone to raise up the topic. You know what? We've common topic now. If I never raise up my unhappiness I will never know. And then I found my kakis? how great! I managed to catch up with a few.

Friend or foe?

yeah, I learn this from someone.

You'll never know who is your true friends until things happened. You'll be surprise if your so called "Best Friend" are not there with you.

I have to keep all of them in dark now. I am sorry but I can't announce or use any form of communicate to say out anything until the very day you'll get to know. I have fun, jokes all day but at the very last minute, they told me the saddest news I ever want to hear. I wish the relationship we built wouldn't stop here.

I never told you

2010-10-27T19:54:00.003+08:00

I miss every little things about you . . . . . . .

2010-10-25T23:36:00.001+08:00

hej!

There's so many things to keep my life over busy. I think I looked like zombie now. I have to go school, work, run errands and then now I have to go hospital! A long and interesting story of why we needa go hospital.

Anyway, we're indeed jokers at the hospital. The first day when she got transfered down to HDW, we made hell lots of jokes. The nurses can't understand why two teenager were following her to transfer down instead of her parents. And they over heard our conversation most of the time. The nurses laughed to themselves but they tried their best to help us too :) The doctors are seriously too young.

There is this mama over heard my conversation about the doctors are too young with my aunt and she cut in. Now the son always talked to my uncle when he passed by us. My uncle went to be-friend with most of the kids at the ward :/ We went around playing with kids in the ward if they are willing to play with us. Is so sad that when I offered a boy some pocky his maid told me he can't consume any food. Thanks god, he didn't cry when I get back from him.

Tomorrow we will be taking class photo!

I have to start planning and doing research. I need help from people around me. I am trying my best to seek for help now. I have choosen a few selected candidates that I could seek help from :) I am do my best for my own part.

I needa brush up my malay and learn more new words. And we've hit the store target that day! teehee, my reward! I wonder what izzit?! I shall find out tomorrow. My great team mates :)

2010-10-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

People in this world can be so relistic, you give them money you can get whatever you want.

What is really called "Money" in this world?

To the people out there, EURO, US DOLLAR, POUNDS are what they called "Money". Your SGD, baht, RM, RMB can just stand aside.

Even when they got those money from you, they still destory the things you have.

This applied to some humans. You helped them out of kindness, they tend to take advantages, They wouldn't feel grateful to you. To them, is like you owe them the whole world.

When you talk to them they will make sarcastic remarks. When they talk to you, they expect you to be nice to them.

They don't even know why the whole world is against them. All they know is you're the one marking things ugly for them.

And the reason is so simple, your character makes the whole world go against you.

2010-10-18T22:06:00.004+08:00

OH! I can't believe I survived at the store for one month :D *clap clap*

My favourite things at work:

hide behind the counter talking nonsenses but only Julie will beat me for that. And hana will kill me!
Mopping the floor but refuse to make it dry. I make the store looked like kena flood. :D :D :D
Serving the rich and nice people. Apparently, they are not fussy, won't ask about the price.
checking email or interaction pages and then start laughing. My CEO send us a email "Hi Gang ...."
waiting for people to make payment. but most of the time, i nearly died.
counting money!

Things I hate doing:

Closing the accounts. because I have to count 3 times in total. and ensure it tally :/
serving the typical Singaporean with their f* attitude.

I got too much nonsense when I work in town because i'm closer with them instead. Is a everyday without fail thingy. They taught me most of the things. Apparently, my manager doesn't provide me for training at all. I don't know why only me! I only learnt one thing from them - closing! I didn't tell them I already learnt once before.

I think I look super approachable? People like to come to our store and ask me "are you hiring?". If not people will start asking me nonsense.. eh, we open store for business not enquires.

2010-10-08T23:00:00.001+08:00

There's too much things to do on the first day of school.

I have to start planning for novemeber schedule before yanika fly back to aussie. Maybe doing bump-in @ T2 ?! Let's see how things go and how the "woman" going to treat us.
birthdays, christmas party, Halloween all falls on Novemeber as well.
I will celebrate their birthdays for them on weekdays. I hate the fact that we're celebrating christmas in Nov. Just because we've guests coming to do bump-in so we will be celebrating together earlier. I'm willing to pay money and scare myself at Night Safari. I saw the event "advertising" at Ion a few weeks ago.
Check out my e-mail and letterbox for updates. Thanks god, i've data plan with me now so I can just do my e-mail reply on the bus.
I'm very good at writing now I presume?
writing "our" journal entries so that we can give away as a gift on one fine day.

I'm very please with my results this semester! I didn't expect that I will be doing so well. Last semester to go! :D I seriously don't wish to carry laptop to school for project. Is irritating!

20th of the month will be my favourite day!

I haven't get the time to rest after F1. By whatever way (maybe skip school?), we'll be at timbre after all of us got our pay. Seem like i'm the one making empty promise? :(

No powerhouse, no butter factory, no home club! happy birthday, chao ah lian!

I'm already planning for November when it is only the beginning of October now? I seriously need my reply from France before I can make further plans for my December : / Maybe I should try to figure out how to call the hotline instead?

2010-10-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

I finally catch a "compensation" movie by Cathay with the usual.

Girls, I finally understood why all of you go gaga over Zac Efron :D :D :D

I want to go sailing too! I love the place Charlie is living.

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Dear L,

yes, that's is my friend. I'm telling you the truth, please don't fall into the trap too. Is kinda too late for me to regret now. I believe in karma for her irresponsible actions and probably karma will look for her soon.

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For now, I am contented with what I have at work up till today.

I pick up bit and pieces everyday from the full-timers instead of managers. My manager always apologise to me for not being able to do training for me even once. By the time she wants to meet me for training, probably I will tell her so and so have already taught me!

I like working with J and Lance. We always have so much fun! :) Thanks J for helping me for awhile when she passed by the store. I can't imagine, I have to do cashiering, getting new stock and doing gift wrapping! And I survived once again :D I'm so in love with gossiping with J, Lance, zhi sin and arvin! We've never ending of stories.

Missing

2010-10-03T14:21:00.002+08:00

I swear life gonna be turf without you. Eventhough we only know each other for a short period but we've so much to talk about. I'm so used of shouting em' name whenever I need help. HAHAHA! Like we always do.

For em' future and em' family, I wish them all the best.

2010-09-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

I NEED A BREAK.

Life have been filled with many things. Is just so hard for me to stop for a second to beathe now.

Is amazing for being praised within short period :D Maybe keep me working harder? I don't know.

RETAIL THERAPY - I'M LOVIN' IT!

I have one "cute neighbour". He told me THANK YOU when he leave our store. I was like huh??????? HAHAHAHAHA! I should go to their store someday and do the same thing too!

Formula 1

2010-09-30T21:06:00.002+08:00

F1 isn't that fun that previous year because of some shitty stuffs etc. After all, I still make two to three good friends during the three days events.

My supervisor isn't that good and she's inexperience. I gave her many advice so that things would run smoothly. I mean obviously you have to give up something for better stuff right? But she insisted of having it all. Well, since she's the supervior I can't do anything. If anything doesn't run smoothly, I won't be the one responsible for it too. When she's away, she somehow asked me to "in-charge" for the entrance because I did it once. fcuk it!

We were spilt into a team of 5each. I can't communicate with the bitch there (I won't go further details of the bitch, it will just spoil my blog). Surprisingly, I managed to communicate with the others well. I will remember Kane and Thawt because both of them have some unique name. Kane is the one who helped me finished up all the veggies during dinner. But we were not close, because most of the time we were located at the opposite side of each other. We only worked together for an hour each day. I will miss Patrick! Because I make fun of him everyday. And he's really fun! Even the rest of the team likes to disturb him :)

What I love the most in this event is obviously the patrons! They are wonderful :) The kids are so cute but some of them are shy. Because I have to approach parents for some immunity form. Even when they refused not really refused maybe lazy? to sign, they will speak to me nicely! I remembered this little boy licking chocolate ice-cream all over his mouth! Simple greeting and encouragement makes our whole team forget about the word "tire" and work even harder.

We have this Aetos who keep on smiling to us. When I reached but haven't see him yet, he will wave to me when he see me. We have good bonding with the SIA police and Aetos but not the security. We keep on chatting when there is no patrons.

The last night, we tried our best to be really crazy. HAHAHA! We have to tell them goodnight, "mini celebration" with them. One of the angmoh asked me "why am i partying over the phone?". I have been using quite alot of phone during the 3days. I think I texted the most for the whole entire team.

I should have make full use of my padang staff pass for Mariah Carey! :(

2010-09-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

HOOOOOOHA! I didn't fell asleep for our movie marathon on Friday :O Something i'm proud of myself as you know ................... shhhhhhhhhhhhh

But ... halfway through the first movie, the screen stop working for a few minutes. The management compensated us with a free movie ticket. I'm not sad about this because the movie not worth the money. That earned me a free movie ticket :)

I love my dinner! Japanese curry! Let's go back for more Japanese curry please .. :D

*
Now I understand the "needs" of my noisy friend! I think the management going to start seperating us :/ My friend is nice. We "fight" and quarrel but when it comes to closing we work together and slack together!

But well, somehow I managed to hang around with the others while the managers are busy with the new store. They are equally good as well. I have been learning "Survivor Skills 101" conducted by Arvin! I learnt 70% of the stuffs from them within a day. I can now handle the store crowds and everything alone. Thanks to them uh! for bullying me on my 3rd day of work when the regional manager is not around with me. Just kidding.

The word "stress" was already written on my face when i've to handle all the job alone. I was totally shocked to see at least 30customers at one part of the store where i've to handle everything alone. Looking out for shoplifter, serving customers, cashering. It was amazing, I did everything alone.

At the end of the day, I was totaaaaaaaaally lazy to learn closing. Becauseeeeeeee there was too much of cash and credit cards receipt inside "my" drawer. I will have to learn how to do opening this week. :/

2010-09-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

EXAMMMMMMM IS FINALLY OVER!

no comment on these papers. I never had such an easy paper for elective before. All elective papers are killer to me. yes, i'm prepared to score for elective with no more Donkey :)

work, work, WORK! i'm working my ass off this holiday.
I was too lazy to work yesterday due to exam.
Today, I've got no choice, but to miss work and dental appointment. FML! I was strucked inside the toilet for good 2hours. I was sweating like hell.
And I don't have this week roster! I'm going to dieeeeeeeeeeee tomorrow. I've to wait for the angmoh to forward me roster now.

2010-09-08T19:09:00.002+08:00

Just finished reading "teamates fights". HAHAHA, is actually not a book but a blog post.

Surpriseeeeee for my long-lost friend at the store last afternoon. As usual, we always play. We did lots of things infront of the managers. Such as talk, vugalrities, personal attack etc.
I actually work 6hours plus non-stop for the set-up of new store. We've to munch and work at the same time. The bosses actually brought lots of refreshment but we don't even have the time for short break. Pleaseeeeeee uh, don't call me for the next new store set-up.

I should've go MBS when we were given complimentary stay for two nights. :(:(:(

Ahhhhhh, i'm getting "what's app" soon :) yesssssss, i'll see you, you, you and YOUUUUUUUU! More people joining right??? Tomorrow onwards, moreeeeeeeeee people will be on "what's app"!

i'm left with a few accounts questions and a set of tax :(

.

2010-09-06T22:20:00.001+08:00

After many many months, is good to see some ole faces around :) C'mon francis, your flying kiss is gross :/

Offically we got our contract signed with Singapore GP. I'm going to knock off before the race unless we're activated for duty. Otherwise, we will be located at the aircondition staff room. Soooooooooo, i think our pay is quite reasonable. It might be a good thing to be on duty becos' the view at Marina Bay Grandstand is damn beautiful. (is actually the place for YOG opening) But, the supervisor are quite strict. Anyhoo, we might get a chance to see those artist at the restricted zone.

*

I think I am (nope, suppose to be we) crazy for money. Can you imagine yilin and me keep using the calculator to count how much we will earn with the number of hours we work.
When I think of all my pay cheque coming, it makes me go wild! But every cheque only allows me to survive one weekend. I will save some for our spinning trip! Yessssssssssssssss, kamy can drive :) Maybe I can borrow GPS from my aunty.

I've to wait for the HQ in overseas to give me my staff ID now. As usual, will be working closely with foreigner. I don't know why all my service related job have to work closely with angmoh.

*

Seriously, the fucking exam is making me go crazy! I can't absorb Accounts much. Tax is more or less there. Andddddddddddd, i'm gonna die for managing finances. pleaseeeeeeeeeee, save me!

Just another one more week, I will be done with exam. There is where all the fun starts, our spinning trip, timbreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, frolick ..............................

2010-09-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

Totally an AWESOME DAY!

Can't you believe, they're totally impress with me. yessssssssss, i immediately got into second round. Of course, I will make them impress with my performer this time round too.
I'm waiting for second round date.
I'm glad that I could understand and catch what's the angmoh is asking. Sometimes, i'm too lazy to understand her whole paragraph of scenario, I just blah out my own weirdo answers.
I understand what the other asking.
I didn't panic, I did what i am suppose to do.
It's never be so awesome being interviewed. I will go for the extra miles and hardwork to strive for my goal :)
I wanna thanks you guys for being an awesome friends! Thanks for helping me, sharing the good stuffs and opportunity.

Is always great to catch up with old friends, reminiscing the good ole times.
yesssssss, we're heading to Timbre! Let's enjoy walking the stairs!

I feel so good texting "HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!" to a few teachers. I know that i'm not a good students, i'm always very bad at class. Thankyou, teacher!
**

I was laughing at my dad when he asked how can he reach IAC building by bus. I was like, "waulao, you sure you want take bus? in the end sure take cab there." HAHAHAHA. When I woke up this morning, he was taking ezlink card and coins from mom. I seriously laugh even louder.
Ask him take bus = ask him go hell. seriously.
I think is because of the 30hours of flight make him so good at taking subway (means train in europe) and bus now. I think the next question he ask will be "how to reach Marina Bay?". LOL!

2010-08-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD! I got replied regarding my application :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I have to thanks kamy for telling me my error on the email.
I think I wrote good stuffs on my attached file!

It's gonna be a busy + tired + sucky + fun month. I think all my tired-ness and hardwork will pay off soon right?
dad coming back, revising, exam, work, training, F1 training, F1 all will be on the same month.
Here come's winter! busy busy busy!
I don't have to worry much about work committment because students are coming in for interimship! (Y) Hopefully it's gonna be fun working with them. I hope Daphne don't run off, it gonna be sucks if she's not around. And Julie won't be around most of the time. Serving the rich man and woman was a good experience because they wasn't that demanding after all.
I don't have to worry much for income as well. Because I got new task that will generate some moolahs for me :) I hope I will turn rich this september! But i'm gonna postpone my trip :/

Teachers' Day is coming! Should I get some cool writing materials for teachers?
I start earning money so I think I can still afford?
But I still need my friend's help for some discount because is really that expensive.

2010-08-27T20:18:00.000+08:00

HAVE LOTS OF FUN ON WEDNESDAY!
we were laughing so hard that we kept hitting the table. (sound so stupid!)
we took lots of photo but all in the dslr.
however, bryan is a serious turn off. he kept on doing his math while we scream at the top of our lungs!
And then, it's time for serious matter now.
Till we meet again one month later!

Just spent a bomb on dental. THANKS GOD! I don't have wisdom tooth now. The dentist told me "hope that your wisdom tooths don't grow at all." I'm going back for another appointment next month. A few hundreds bucks just flew off within half an hour. I'm claiming those money from "my goverment". Hopefully at least 50%.

I wanna get a cow skin sandals (i forgotten the brand)! Becos' i know the boss, i'm getting it at a special discounted rate (Y)
But wait, how am i getting those money to buy? i've lots of "must get stuffs" in my list now.
iPhone4 white please come while my vouchers are still valid! Yay! Singtel texted me, saying that I'VE GOT FREE VOUCHERS! anyhoo, we're getting another $500 vouchers next year :)

BOOO! Tomorrow gonna be shitty day :{ maybe?
I totally sian to the max when I heard it's M not C! One chance down, I hope another 3more chances will be C! yes, i want C! (nooooooo, not for my results!)
I was pretty shocked that i'm going to meet my schoolmate 'here' after holiday. For now, it's gonna be a guessing game because we haven't receive any further information yet.

2010-08-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

Is driving my nerves!

I make a HUGE mistake in a email. BLOODY SHIT! I think no chances already ;{
I re-send the email and forgotten to attach my files! how dumb?!!!!!!!
OMGF! please give me another chance.
:X

2010-08-23T14:01:00.000+08:00

this boy keep on snatching my camera from me. he just don't let us play -,-

HAHAHA, i'm do self-reflection!

this boy come back again.. still complaining somemore!

my reflection!

arghhhh, he kept irritated us when we tried to play with reflection.

we're all fans of Crocs!

2010-08-22T00:24:00.002+08:00

I'm so in LOVEEEEEEEEEEE with my school holiday.

Many funny incident happened! Especially when a ah beng tried to snatch my cab at night! Nooo, the ah beng didn't get angry, he laughed instead.

I promise to bring all of them for frolick the next time. I will get my 50% off thingy out the next time.

I meet up with everybody?! From kindergarden, primary, secondary, cca mates, tuition mates, cousins, family, friends. Crazy or what? I did this within a week! :) The world is small! My primary schoolmates are cute! HAHAHA

I went out everyday since last Saturday. I have to stop THIS! I need lots of sleep >,< Even the boss played with me :/ i've to start work because all of them gone missing. I've so much things to learn at work, but i'm lazy. So i read a idiot guide book :) HAHAHA. And you all know honeybee? inside joke.

Time to sleep and finish up all my assignment.

Another long week to go ...

2010-08-18T12:29:00.001+08:00

2010-08-18T01:36:00.006+08:00

I will bear that 3 words in mind.
I just wanna say, I slaute the guys for able to survive on their own without anything!

2010-08-18T01:22:00.002+08:00

PHEWWWW! I've been playing non-stop this few days. When I woke up this morning, I don't know what to do?! :@ Wake up, prepare, leave the house have become my daily routine. I need to make myself do assignment and revise!! :/ C'mon give me the power to do so.

I don't have a camera with me on Saturday so i've to wait for my photos PATIENTLY! becos' the bum lazy to upload. teehee.
I don't know should I say I am friendly or what? I kena survey twice on the day!
One of them contacted me, intro-ed me part-time assignment job :O I don't even have enough time this holiday, how am I going to work?!
We eat, walk, eat, walk. I eat, they wait, She eat, we wait. HAHAHAHA!
My mom asked me how come I took so long to reach home. I was busy slacking on the road. shhhhhh..

SUNDAY, 15/08/10
Since ju put us AEROPLANE! because they went wakeboarding.
We make the rest go fly kite. (the photos are alr up on facebook)
Supposed to meet my auntie at 1630hr.
We were late but we didn't tell her. She was late too!! She only reached at 1740hr!!! AWWWW.. she took soooooooo long and her house is so freaking near.
We were complaining! We sat at the LRT station while waiting for them. People kept staring at us when they ran passed us.

hello, BATMAN :) *wave*

our best trouble-maker! he kept on tangle-up the strings!

Penguin VS Batman

yeah, we fly our kite everywhere in a open field if we're too lazy to travel to barrage.

you fly kite, and you get to see sunset too (:

YOG staff tag so EXTRAAAA LARGE!

marucs "daddy, see i so strong!"

HAHAHA, he & me taking photos of each other. I looked like taking mirror reflection in his camera!

OPPS! we played inside the supermarket! arghhhhhh, he's stepping on my white crocs!

his play time, sliding!!

LOLS! trying to copy my action :'(

(click the image to see those words)

OMG! i'm doing a bubble speech of him! HAHAHA, making fun of him only. ;p

I should video him down one day, I'm very sure that all of you will laugh at him! But you will curse him at the same time. Our potential heartbreaker! :/

The family is spamming my facebook after I tagged them. Feel free to leave your comments too.

Okaaaayyyyyyyy, I will post about Monday in next entry. This entry is too long.

happy? sad?

2010-08-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

Offically the starts of holiday due to YOG. (oh yeah, oh yeah HEY, oh yeah, oh yeah, OH!) Awww.. my semester break will be shorter this time :/

Money is never enough. I got back most of my money but I feel poor again. I hate this! I wish that every month I will have extra allowance!

HOOOOO! I ate frolick for two consecutive days :D becos' i get to enjoy 50% off now! YAY! (short term happiness -,- ) I am going to have more tomorrow! I spent more than 10bucks already. I'm going to get more frolick home! HELLO FROLICK KAKIS :) *winks*

Watched Phua Chu Kang after our last day of school. I have to admit the storyline is like what you see on TV! You wiill enjoy the movie if you like PCK comedy. Nevertheless, we still enjoyed the movie :)

Since I can't go out late today, I've decided to stay at home. In return, I will get to enjoy next three days TTM! And you know, school work is piling up, exam is coming :/ sigh. And the kids out there that need to be involve in yog, poor thing.

I have to wait wait WAIT! omgf! just let us get it down and over! I mean, please approve us!

2010-08-10T23:55:00.002+08:00

SHIT ^&&^*^&$(&_ !!!! arghhhhhhh, so it's my problem now because you have to work? Tell your boss "terms & conditions" then because I know he really need you badly. I'm not the one making you to do all this shit! You can go home shake your legs if you want.

I don't really get very angry because I wasn't on my way yet. But i'm very dissappointed because you're irresponsible!

:(

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FML! I should have taken some sports. If wasn't XYZ reasons I will probably be like a monkey in the zoo. Maybe followed the family genes, become swimmer?! Probably joining them for diving and wakeboarding. :/

Something I like being a sportman is the team spirit and confidence each indiviual have. But once place I hate the most while doing sports, SLOPE! I will call it "the most bloody thing on earth".

I will have to figure out new sports now. YES, i'm going to figure out.

Tomorrow please ah! give us some luck. Is going to be damn funny if both of us are afraid and thennnnnnnn we still have to go because we need to remove words like "lazy", "no life" and add in words like "busy!" into our life. HAHAHAHA! I can imagine that we are going to look stupid at the entrance. no doubts! I can't imagine, i'm going with a bum! Bum, please don't be a bum anymore! i will love you more for not being a BUM! :D

My mom just screwed my Friday planning! BLACK FRIDAY = come home early, no late night. I am waiting for everybody's timetable. I WANNA GO NIGHT OUT but the training always screw the plan :/ don't want competition la.. Sorry, i'm bad. Maybe we should go support you this time cause I think because of me, we didn't support you last year :/

2010-08-09T15:49:00.000+08:00

I just realised Mr Liang told me the wrong thing during the last holiday. He told me to go back school for National Day event today. But I found out it was for YOG on Friday! :( I think it sounded so stupid going to school for National Day.. So I told him I have to work (i'm supposed to work but i'm away now!).

*

We've the same route during our stay. forever the same -,- Yes, I think we need to go Pulai Spring Resort for dinner soon..

I don't even know my cousin press the door bell multiple times at 2AM until I woke up the next moring. I was sleeping in the living room!!! HAHAHA! The living room is too cozy. I don't know how the house alarm works so even if i'm awake, I can't open the gate for him. In fact, nobody in the house open the gate for him :/ Blame himself for not asking his parents for spare keys when he just came back.

I agreed to watch a movie about earthquake in China with cousin since everybody in the house were too engross with their conversation. However, I fell alseep on the sofa after 30minutes. I still prefer angmoh movie.

I am now waiting for my sister flight to land! Arghhhhhhhhh! My mom gets to go NDP live! So i'm alone at home now. :( I should make them go gathering...

Holiday more or less planned. Pack + busy.

I'm going to get the URL for sure... c'mon jasmine work harder!

2010-08-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

byebye tinyland! the house would be empty the next few days.

We shall have lots of fun when I come back! :D but i've to endure another 4more days of school.

2010-08-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

YES, it's farewell time! I'm over the moon for this farewell :) Never look back ... another new chapter of life.

I never really attended a proper lesson in school this week. Thanks to the flu! The doctor said it was caused by some kind of virus. I went school just for CA and sport and wellness theory. Another few hours in school is like day dreaming time. I still went to school this morning for an hour of lesson followed by National Day celebration. The school gave us drinks, lollipop, batch etc. Can't stop laughing at the dance.

hoooooooo.. holiday coming in another week time. Great to hear that i will get extra cash for allowance! Only if the cash is deliver to me on time. If i ever got back all my money, I will be bloody rich this month. Pay me back all my money please .........

I ♥ SINGAPORE

2010-08-02T22:20:00.003+08:00

NDP 2010 preview was really AWESOME! :) Eventhough is just preview but we have lots of fun. I know actual NDP would be the best because my aunt brought me along before.

We're the lucky 4 who get the chance to go NDP with my uncle's family! The rest of you, enjoy watching live on television during 9th August. ;p

The day before preview, I was asking them to wear red colour tops. You know what????? I appeared with white colour top the next day :) HAHAHAHAHA! red + white = Singapore!

My first time at Padang celebrating Singapore's birthday! I still prefer outdoor stadium though.

My uncle only take out the tickets at the entrance :/ we don't have time to snap the picture. I think the army boy at the entrance must be thinking "this two like crazy! typical Singapore!"

blue sector!

looks like those days at F1.

my auntie epic shot! I can't remembered what we told her.

Hello, Padang! ♥

"Fun Box" that was in tote bag.

stars everywhere. This year theme?

I ♥ SINGAPORE

suntanning session @ Padang! lousy experience -,-

Team Singapore!

Last but not least, FIREWORK!

Great investment for beautiful photos! I'm influencing my aunt & cousin to buy the same camera with me!! :)

On our way to the MRT station, we were stop by those police on duty. We was told to go another station instead because of the human jam at City Hall station. :/ However, we get to see Lee Kuan Yew at the road block. The only chance for us to stand so near Mr Lee.

Dinner cum supper @ Aston! We always can't get seats because of our large population of family members. We do self-picking of seats, requested for extra chair (always!). The waitress can't even think of way to get seats for the 8 of us :/ lousy. After meal, we took a 10-15minutes walk to Lavender MRT station to pick-up car and drive home.

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July is really a great month! Great food and accompanies everyweek ♥

Marche for bryan's birthday & with kamy. La Noma for vroomX3 farewell. random meals at pizza hut, swensen, durain feast ♥, kfc porridge etc.

because of everyweek happening, i haven't been working for weeks.

over the weekend, I will be in m'sia! The whole family won't be in town. I can't wait for my hawker food! Eventhough it's cheap, like no class shop but the food are really great! yummy dim sum for breakfast ♥

Let's hope that angela, kamy and me will find ourselves a job soon. :)

2010-07-24T14:01:00.002+08:00

2010-07-24T13:57:00.002+08:00

i'm so gonna watch WGM!

Goodbye.. you will always be miss.

2010-07-24T13:41:00.001+08:00

Beautiful girls all over the world..

2010-07-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

One↑Way - Forever

2010-07-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

1166 th.

2010-07-24T00:18:00.006+08:00

For the past few months I have been thinking alot. So much that I am afraid I might get depression one day. I never think so much about life in the past. Perhaps after a few days I will be back to normal. Even when I am thinking about life, I wouldn't let anybody know. I will just act like nothing happened.

In every part of everyday life, I learnt a lesson. Now I am quite proud to say I can control my emotional.

Since young I went through different stages in life. Be it good or bad. I think I have encounted the worst too. I can give up everything to start a fresh, I don't mind losing anything anymore. It doesn't really make a different if I have "it" in life anymore. I can use my own ability to get "it" back if I am willing to work hard to get back. I know what is important in my life and the only one "thing" I couldn't afford to lost.

I wish that everybody could just slow down their foot steps, look back what's important in their life. The few minutes of thinking doesn't work.

I'm missing the time where I get to sit at Starbucks or Mac talking about life. The time where we don't hurt each other, we're just speaking from our point of view. Those time are great! We speak to someone just to make us feel better.

Over the years, I have learnt to agree with others instead of sticking to my own point of view. After all, I learnt that listening to others doesn't have any harmful effect. I won't lose anything neither. Instead of being "self-centered" why not learn to give in instead?

I have to agree to part of the words. But c'mon, you don't have to use a sarcatic words to talk about others. You can comment about someone on somewhere that he/she could see it but you don't have to use such sarcatic words.

I believe that God create human with different characters for a reason. If there isn't up and down, people with 2 sided characters that wouldn't called life. We can't choose what kind of person we want to be. But we can always improve on ourself.

Life is all about affect, affection, affectivity, agitation, anger, ardor, commotion, concern, desire, despair, despondency, disturbance, drive, ecstasy, elation, empathy, excitability, excitement, feeling, fervor, grief, gut reaction, happiness, inspiration, joy, love, melancholy, passion, perturbation, pride, rage, remorse, responsiveness, sadness, satisfaction, sensation, sensibility, sensitiveness, sentiment, shame, sorrow, sympathy, thrill, tremor, vehemence, vibes, warmth, zeal.

having one more friend or passerby is better than having one more enemy.

2010-07-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

reflection of my computer screen.

I was studying and doing online shopping at the same time. I browsed through a few thousands item. My mom asked me "you studying or playing?". I put the book infront of me. I studied a few points, I click click click the webpages. I click more than I read. Thanks god! I didn't get kill from the paper! :)

USS?

2010-07-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

2010-07-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

A part of me says "you wasn't that bad afterall." Another part of me says "you bloody fucker!". I choosed to believe that human behave differently during different circumstances.

I just don't understand why some people can't live with his/her own life instead of interfering others.
You don't get what you want in life, you can only do your best to change your life. Nothing will go on your way, only your hardwork and effort makes things go on smoothly for you.

You don't even care what others thinks about you. So why you still want to bother about other life? isn't it stupid, childish? You hate others but others might not like you as well. You think others copied you but maybe others thinks you copied them. Whatever you thinks about others, others might have the same "thinking" too.

2010-07-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

I'm living in my own era.

I don't know if everything I just look through for the past few hours gets into my brain. I studied the notes and trying to memorize the percentage, calculation, methods etc. Maybe I have been doing revision in school for the past few days and almost everything stored inside my brain.

I managed to finish 2 question of final accounts within an hour! (an achievement for me) I was 45minutes late for 8am class. Yes, you got it right! 45MINUTES! At 9.45am, I am already done with 2 question. Claudia was so afraid that we finish the whole set of revision paper. I'm only left with 3question but I doubt I can finish within this week because I am always late for 8am class. I always came in at 8.30am or 8.45am. :/ I will try to be on time for Friday class. :)

I am surfing + revising now. Does this work?

HERSHEY!

2010-07-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

The world's largest chocolate bar with a beautiful price tag.

bon voyage, vroomvroomvroom! no more vroomvroomvroom. thanks for your Italian meal.

2010-07-18T23:45:00.001+08:00

I am freaking tired now. I enjoyed my weekend but going back to the usual boring days now. :/

I am happy that everything went back as per normal? I mean at least they talk? don't have to be the "middle" person :D you know, life don't have to be so tired when it comes to friendship.
(I will mail all of you your photos tomorrow night. I am so tired now.)

We just had a random dinner at Sheena's house. Once I step into the room, I nagged about everything inside the room. In the end I went to the kitchen shouted "That room is so smelly! human or animals live there?". I heard someone answering me "chicken live inside!". At least not the worst room I ever went in because some of my friends live in that condition too. Just that why are you so bloody dirty and messy, woman ? I didn't stop my bloody nonsense. I asked my aunty why she don't name her daughter Garbage instead ? lol. I had lots of nonsense inside . . I even told the friend "you don't act close with us." What?! They called me by what my family called me? Eh, you think for you to call one meh? lol. aiyaaaaaaaa.. our nonsense. We watched the "you give me jialet jialet, I give you jialet jialet" video. I didn't know I have funny schoolmates in school. We have a great laugh while watching.

Hopefully i'm going to have my dinner at home tomorrow. My one and only home-cook dinner for one whole entire week if they are coming home for dinner.

2010-07-17T11:34:00.001+08:00

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I got over excited over the phone last afternoon. When I heard the news I was so claim. But after that I got so excited! That I was screaming over the phone. Due to my excited-ness, I was late for meeting them at commonwealth.

I can't make up my mind which one to go.. I secured a place for one of the event but another one still have to wait for further news. arghhhhhhh, i need help! :(

Dinner at Italian restaurant. Maybe I will fall in love with Italian food.

Pardon me for not replying all the text last night because I fell asleep after I reached home.

Have to go now! Please don't rain anymore. I need the Sun!! please come out ... I haven't pack my bag with all my barang barang! gosh! I will be late late late.........

and tomorrow i am learning my ballons sculpture! i've a nice auntie (don't have any blood relation) just to call me along to learn!

2010-07-15T20:13:00.001+08:00

Make up my mind ? Know my goal ? what's my aim ? how life's going to be next year ?

This are the questions that I have in my mind for all this while.

I used to tell everybody I enjoyed going to school despite the long hours and hectic school work. I guess after awhile when we realised everybody's character, things changed so all the "pattern" came out. And I don't know why, I start disliking everything that I know I can still tolerate and back to normal the next day. I learnt to ignore things. I like the days where I can just have fun every day eventhough I have many things on hand to do.

In my school life, I always got this gentle, soft-spoken friend around me that I can always look for when I need help but now... where is this angel of mine in school? I missed the angel that never makes me feel angry, let me be the entertainer that crack all the jokes, we're good friends that never fight for a single thing. I miss my dear angel badly :( dear god, please give me back my dear angel. will you?

Maybe I should take my words back? I don't know where and who am I going to start from.. I need my peaceful mind and soul back.

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The weekend is coming! I don't know what I wanna do but I know my saturday is crash! I want to meet the girls badly. :( I miss those times we fight and being the group of most noisy girls around.

The most epic photo of us because we were scolding adeline!

I haven't see stella for ages. She is the most busi-est among us and the only way to meet her is bump into her on streets. :/

p/s: Dear Boss, please give me a call soon.

2010-07-14T21:54:00.001+08:00

In this world, it is really small.

I'm so into DB stuffs now.. I managed to find one of the guy personal blog. As I read, I realised he know the guy who died at the age of 21 during a road trip to Thailand. I don't know how to explain .. after so many months of the incident I saw something related to the young man again. It is a real sad story about the young man who died. And his body was broken into pieces. (I don't know how to phrase sentence at this moment.) I really learnt a lesson about speeding on road.

:(

continue ...

after the road trip, everybody came home sadly. Not knowing what to do next, how to face the family etc. This stupid blog makes me remember this incident again.

2010-07-13T18:53:00.001+08:00

SPAIN WON WORLD CUP !!! (: I don't know why I supported Spain too. But I ate sotong for dinner two days ago. Sorry, Paul :/

My trip to M'sia was superb! The trip wasn't interesting at all but the foods makes the trip superb!

Firstly we have our breakfast at the usual place during our one day trip. Of course, dim sum and roti prata will always before my breakfast in the morning if I am in m'sia. Sadly, we only ordered dim sum.

After breakfast, we took a ~~bloody~~ 3hours ride to the durian plantation!!! Looks like, without sacrificing you won't gain good stuffs. The road was too narrow for the bus to drive in so we have to walk for 10minutes. All you see in the surrounding are TREES!

rubber tree

When I reached the place, I saw my all time favourite durian trees!!!

hehe, edvience.

we brought RM 600-700 worth of durian home! The durian was uber shiok!

unlimited free flows of rambutans.

annnnnnnnnd, FREE FLOW OF DURIANS!!!

the woman packing the durians.

the first two box is ours! HAHAHAH

I like the colour of this image.

We went to a shop and shopping during our journey back to Johor for dinner.

The view is super beautiful! but the seafood we have for our dinner was totally sucks! Perhaps, the worst seafood dinner I ever had in m'sia all my life.

I'm done with updating :)

Waulaooooo, that angela hor wait until i have to go out then say go outdoor. :/ So sucks, i can't go.

Ju Birthday Surprise!

2010-07-10T19:44:00.005+08:00

We have a Surprise Birthday for Ju at her house one week ago. The parents have to try using all sort of methods to make her come back home for dinner instead of meeting her primary school friends.

Grace agreed to sponser us the cake because she always put us "aeroplane".

We all meet-up after school and work at Icing Room for the cake.

We got the largest cake for decoration because we knew many people are coming.

The materials that were given.

We splited up the job for decoration. Grace have actually make us write her name on the cake.

It took us quite long to decorate until here.

The boys got excited while we draw the cake.

overall of the cake without boarder. By the time we draw until here, 1hour have already passed.

The Final!

Took us nearly 2hours to complete the whole decoration of the cake. Luckily, there wasn't much customers if not we will be chased away by the staffs. It was almost 8pm when we drew finished. Most of them have already arrived Ju's place. Thanks god, we have Aunt Audrey who was driving with us. However, we were lost on the way.. She forget to exit from the expressway and we went Nicole Highway instead. Marcus kept making us laugh so my aunty happily drive all the way in the tunnel. We video-ed down the m&m in the car. In the end, we have to use the GPS in the car.

We, at the staircase preparing the cake.

half the amount of people went.

we have the family tradition during Mothers' day - make popiah! becos' grandma wasn't around for 3years, we haven't been do it since then.

We gave Ju's friends a shock when we talk. HAHAHAHA! You only get to know why if your join our family for holiday, CNY or other events. hehe, come my family CNY. it's a B-L-A-S-T!

The World Cup fans watching the match in the room

cut cake time!

cut the cake into 8pieces! each family one piece! HAHAHA!

Credits to Angeline who make this card despite having to work :)

The end.

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It has been such a long time since I posted so many photos on my blog!

Next up, I will do what I supposed to do .. Should I do?

2010-07-10T01:52:00.001+08:00

Dinner with the mates was "awesome" shit. why? They ate bloody super fast. Nah, part of it the serving was too small for their stomach. Imagine the 6 of us entered Pizza Hut and came out within an hour or maybe a slightly bit more? None of us order pizza! Seriously, the food sucks (; I think I can cook better! The meet-up was really short! Like 3hour or lesser? Why? The most noisest person did not come. Only the lamer came! How can lamer make the atmosphere? The lamer only deserve some slaps. (I am not evil, just stating facts!) And they have lots of school work to do, while I can slack all the way. Annnnnnnnnd, two gay playing with my iPhone hockey ;x gross. Maybe we should have another dinner over the weekend instead? To cater everyone's needs. HAHAHA! (I am being so kind)

I

2010-07-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

I need TV!
I need moolah!
I need old friends!
I need to study!
I need to have enough sleep!
I need to catch up with many people I haven't meet for year!
I need to talk to you, you, you and YOU!
I need more funny jokes!

I would like to meet more people.
I will learn to be more caring.
I will learn to love people around.
I will learn to appreciate people.

I will try to contact back all my childhood friends.
I will try to be more hardworking. etc, make more $$, study harder

I .......... will learn to live like the "smiling boy". Smile everywhere he goes, smile when people talks to him, smile when he was wrong, smile when he got scolded.

2010-07-08T22:03:00.004+08:00

i blocked the little boy :(

Surprisingly, I slept at 3AM but able to wake up for school at 8AM. I didn't sleep in school. Achivement? I have been carrying a calculator with me in school for every lessons! ): Which makes life kinda sucks eventhough I loves calculation and numbers. I spent more than an hour doing one simple questions but require more than 50times of calculation. Maybe I pressed the calculator more than 100times a day? Life is so miserable yeah?!

HAHAHA! Tomorrow going to have dinner with some of classmates for years! (; Which makes me happy because it has been such a long time since I "suan" people. shao is really power! He makes shortie come tomorrow. Sadly, some can't make it due to school work and some ~~asshole~~ don't even want to reply. And I actually texted a wall!

I can't wait for Sunday :D :D :D :D :D yummy yummy yum yum ~

2010-07-07T18:29:00.002+08:00

I come out with the conclusion that I shouldn't bother what's happening in life. I shouldn't be envy of others. Learn to feel contented with what I have like in the past.

I realised what make my life so dull and tired, school! Seriously, my class is damn super quiet, not bonded, no monkey, no joker, everybody do their own things. Unlike in secondary school, we quarrel everyday. But at least that makes a human angry and look forward to going school just because of revenge. Don't you think so? That's really 360degree changes.

Anyway, all the test coming! mfn totally sucks! I can't imagine how am i going to survive without the textbook for test.

2010-07-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

Even when I have things to keep me occupy, I am still not satisfy with my life.

Going to school isn't a joy, is a duty.
I feel extremely tired with the timetable.

I rather have a real busy life that are filled with laugher, satisfaction.

I really missed my ex-classmates in my life because they bring joys.
Eventhough I am forced to be in school for 10hours everyday!

What am I suppose to do to make me feel satisfy with what I have now?
Somehow I feel lost.

Surprise!

2010-07-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

I think we drew the best birthday cake ever!

말도 없이

2010-07-01T01:24:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to "Mystery Friday" night :)

School on Monday!!!!! I really need to buck up for CA on second week. :( :( :(

Millionaires wanna-be

2010-06-29T01:33:00.001+08:00

There are 80,947 millionaires in Singapore.
I wish that I was one of them so that problems that due with money wouldn't occur in our daily life.

Class? Classmates?

2010-06-29T00:05:00.002+08:00

In another few days time school will be starting soon.

I don't know what is there to talk about my class. Probably the so called "No Friendship" class. In this class, there's nothing called "Friendship". Neither is there any class bonding. I couldn't even find a word to describe this class. There is no fighting, no bonding and even half the class don't communicate to each other. Perhaps, we are just some passerby that walk pass each other life.

We are "bonded" together for that few hours, days, weeks just because the Lecture want us to do a graded project or assignment. We are on each other MSN list because we need to exchange informations regarding project work or assignment. I guess when we graduate from school next year, we will be deleting each other contacts away.

The reason to go to school is because ... once we missed one day of school, we will be having hard time to catch up with the rest of the class.

2010-06-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

Urghhhhhhhhhhh... having dilemma now. I have to choose between many things. I will be the iron-woman! I believe I can solve everything single problems in life now.

Everything related to work when on smoothly. I can't make a decision for next week work. "They"(refer to the staff) always scold me about my 5 signature, 1 name, 1 stamp. HAHAHA! Supposed to be 7 signature but since day one "they" cut short for me, it became like this. While, I always complaint about the extremely big stamp. No complain for work this week, they are really nice :D

I teach a guy, how to be Singaporean! "They" always call us by our company name. So we go, .. Motorola, Nokia, Samsung, Garmin Ausus, LG, HTC, BlackBerry ....... etc. We don't ask each other name, we called each other by our company name. I always go counter called the guys "OEI". Back to topic, the guy asked me to 'chop' place at the foodcourt because I was too free. But I said "I teach you how to be Singaporean! Take your tissue box go 'chop' place." HAHAHA! We have this conversation infront of a NTU undergraduate aka customers. Another guy even asked me "You buay xia suay?". I was like "NOoooo, you're a Singaporean too." Hey, that's what I learnt in school about the ugly side of Singaporean. I would like to try this too on one fine day. To be honest, I didn't try this before because I am always the person who 'chop' places.

Well, we don't met nice, jokers, helpful people everywhere we go. Throughout my working life, most of the time I met nice people. :D :D :D

I met mummy bestfriend daughter who is working at the roadshow but i'm in the retailer store. She happened to know the promoter I work with now. We are so-called 'fix' to the outlet. I found out that next week the bastard won't rotate to the outlet too :)

i've many things to drop down .......

Gummy Feat. SS501 Kim Hyun Joong "As a Man" MV

2010-06-24T18:06:00.001+08:00

Frolick's Day

2010-06-24T02:34:00.005+08:00

Accompanied mom for her dental appointment in the late afternoon. Before I log off my MSN ( because I was busy cooking pasta! teehee ) , my cousin asked me to meet her after work with my exercise partner! But she already went out for shopping! :( Soooooooooo, I checked whose online on my family list. And I found ONE! This bitch doesn't wants to go home after school so we meet-up earlier for Frolick! I manage to view 1500+ of photos on her camera while waiting for another cousin.

It was totally AWESOME! Because we've 50% discount on every purchase! One cup before dinner, another one more cup after dinner! Best part, both of of Frolick were sponsered by them :D We've endless topics to talk about everytime!

Feeling so shit! I spent most of my money on new toy and alcohol ( i haven't pay up for my alcohol yet :/ ). Which mean i'm offically broke! And I can't even survive with the pocket money I get weekly. Nowwwwwwwwwwww, i'm addicted to GSS! Everything in Cotton On are cheap! Uniqlo have lotssssss of pretty loops! Mango stuffs are almost 50% off the original price! I so feel like claiming my wages from my boss when I go back for meeting on Friday! ( we confirm late and last to leave the office AGAIN!) I just wish that money could drop down from sky! :( My dear debtors aka bosses, please don't delay my pay!

CROSS FINGERS to all those shit in life. Seriously, I don't know I need how many years to get out from all this problems. It doesn't mean that I don't have any problems........ I do have LOTSSSSSSSSSS! Just that, I don't wanna talk about it. I don't see the point of talking all this to anybody unless that bring up the topic.

Should I take up the job Jayson offered during YOG? The pay is over attractive with bonus! hmmmm... Argh! Who wanna go work with me? I swear the pay is really good!

C.N BLUE

2010-06-23T01:04:00.001+08:00

i like band! becos' when they play the instrument, they looked so cool :D

Anyhow, we walked more than 6km this evening! HOW GREAT! Maybe we should go evening walk more often and thennnnnnnnnnnnn .. i wanna learn roller blading next! And i "baked" a cheese cake too! What a boring day with no life! arghhhhhhhhhhh! this holiday everybody dead? i hardly meet any of them because everybody got projects and exam to revise!

2010-06-21T18:48:00.004+08:00

AWWWWWWWWWW! It's gonna be last week of holiday for most of them. How to survive next week? Be nanny? Bring the kids to school and then play with them after school? My mentality will be like a primary school kid after a week. Do spring cleaning for my room? Going to be last week of gym and bonding session with è cousins. (that's the good point of family living near each other) Even the undergraduate who is having extremely long school holiday have to go to school to teach :/

I was being bombarded about the cousin outing. >,< Next time I really need to be very low profile for the cousin outing. Just incase the extented family bombarded me again. I don't know how low profile I need to be this week.

I was happily playing with camera and starts printing my photos! Thanks to snapfish for the free printing!

On a side note, my aunt coming back from Japan! arghhhhhhh.. my alcohol! I don't really drink so I make an investment instead! I will definitely try mixing with the receipe I saw that day :) *winks* Oh my images flying back from Japan as well. I will do an update on our veryyyyyyyyyy first cousin outing soon.

2010-06-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

I just can't imagine what happened today. Whatever it is, count myself lucky to have such nice boss and incharge. From the bottom of my heart, i hope my boss remembered to do feedback. No, i should pester him to do it by adding salts tomorrow. I just send in my request to my incharge. Then i ended up sitting on the fence, don't know what to do. Should i continue with the game? I received a "LOL!" text in-return. I want to laugh at myself too!

"be contented with what you have instead of asking for more."

2010-06-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

First of all, i am MAD HAPPY! :) *WIDE SMILE* kind soul going to deliver new toy to me tomorrow. Unware of what new toy will I be receieving but definitely more new games that helps to kill my boredom over the next two weeks.

I don't get angry, but I got offended by those words somehow. 50% of you are nice, 50% of you are so sarcastic! Where should I catergorize you? Can't you just do that small flavour on behalf ? How am I supposed to understand everything inside out within such short period ?

I don't how why after not working for 10days or so I got so many complaints. Count me unlucky or what? I don't have any choice left.. . I met new competitor and I really need my boss to come down now to give me some "brain washing". "Brain Wash" is a must for now. So he promised to drop by my outlet!!! (have you ever see people feeling so happy when the boss going to drop by? lol.) I've got nothing to hide, I'm not afraid when he drop by.

cross finger for all those ~~shit~~ tomorrow!

I'm a invigilator!

2010-06-15T22:27:00.004+08:00

name tag and timetable.

I think i never ever get such an easy job and good pay. Not so boring as compared to other jobs. I only walk along the corridoor of level 2. I was told to go relief for 4 class! I rot and rot and rot .... until one guy came into my second class to collect those 'leftover' examination papers.No, actually Nikki left a book about ACS on the desk. Back to the guy! He see me young, (because i think i'm the youngest there) he bullied me. He make me do shading of attendance for him! Not just for my class, he make me shade for other classes as well. And the worst thing was, he sat on my chair and I was standing and shading! how idiot! And then, he came in again to pass me some papers. The way he talk to me machiam i'm his friend. -,- And he looked like one of my secondary school relief teacher's boyfriend! And there is one crazy woman! She make me collect back those examination papers for her when that's not my job.

The people there wasn't that bad, they keep smiling to me. Is like, my one day of work seems like I knew them for days. They are really friendly. They walked passed me, they smiled! But i feel so weird when I sat inside the class. All the candidates are older than me! I didn't caught any of them for cheating. But they caught one person cheating in the hall. Hopefully I will be able to work for the next exam!

My aunties, uncles and one huge extra cousin are on their way to Japan now! Cyrus actually asked me to join them to airport but I just came back from work which make me feel damn exhausted now. YES! My auntie going to help me get some alchoal when they come back next week :D We don't need to go 'running' anymore!

2010-06-15T00:38:00.000+08:00

My new toy is really great :) And so coincident that I got the same toy as jiaying. But mine is more worth! I got lots of free gifts + good stuffs.

Angela says we still haven't go our picnic yet. But look, this week will be the last week that we will be having the same holiday week. And then tomorrow i'm working with Kamy! I think we will be "very funny" again.

I seriously forgotten all their attachment beginning or ending dates and end of work contract dates. So, HAHAHAHA! all the meet-up gone? I already exceeded my sms limit! Just in case you're wondering, i've another contact number with me but i don't use it very often.

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Today I went gym with the Chan's sibling! I think Sheena have seriously make them a spoilt brat! All thanks to her, i doubt i will ever bring them out again unless the rest of them going. AND YES! We will go her house for overnight supper! (Sounds wrong? NO! we're always creative, so we always come out with brilliant ideas!) Hello, bring one luggage of food come back!

And then i brought Magnum Gold on my way home. Did the Econ auntie con me? It cost me $3.90 for one Magnum Gold and I brought TWO home! So freaking damn expensive! But the chocolate was uber nice!

♥ ♥

2010-06-14T19:10:00.000+08:00

WE ARE AWESOME! because i'm the most awesome person who came out this brilliant idea! :)

We "throwed away" our maid, parents etc. YES, WE HAVE OUR VERY FIRST COUSIN OUTING! In the past we have family chalet, picnic, holiday etc. Look, we came out with Cousin Outing! Ain't that cool?

We have our kite flying cum picnic @ Marina Barrage! Since only 5 of us tried flying kite before. We are so called "the pro". We even brought the "baby" there :) We're so sure that they won't give us any problem because we have already brought them out with friends many times.

I tried my virgin dining at Aston with them. The queue was extremely long that we've to queue for an hour plus for a table of 11. We also make lots of noise as usual and attracted lots of attention because we've two boys with us! I think those people just can't believe in their own eyes! On these days, how many youngster would still want to bring their younger siblings out with them?

Yeah! We are going to have another outing soon. More to come .....

p/s: bitch, please send us all the other photos! you're the only asshole that keeps us waiting.

2010-06-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

I don't get the fact and I won't even bother to find out the answer now. I will take what comes around now. Looking forward for the better now.

I hope that tomorrow I will get my ass out of the house to the place I think I need to go just to get a peaceful mind. I need to get some food and tibits for that fatty boy, Marcus. Just because i'm so afraid that he will cry and sleep on Saturday. *cross finger* I will have 3 nanny isn't it? So, what is there to worry for?

Because of the miscommunication or misinterpret I don't need to work on this week. I wonder izzit a good or bad thing?! Initially, I only asked for off day on Saturday but now it has become a solid 3days. It's okay! Because they planned my Sunday for me. But when I think of my hundred plus dollars of wages gone, I felt so fuck up. seriously.

I already told shaowei i can't go to Sharon's birthday bbq because i've to work but if i go now i will feel so weird. So i told esther i will bring her to IT fair on Sunday. This was just an excuse because I need to get stuffs too.

I went to IT fair with kamy this afternoon. I was just being bastard by telling her "Let's go ask the promoter some questions about the phones." when we happened to pass by the company that i'm working for. Just because i've forgotten all my product knowledge and i need some revision. Oh, that's really shit. But I didn't do that okay!

p/s: kamy, thankyou for helping me to ask the sales person questions.

yes, baby!

2010-06-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

CAN'T WAIT!

I've been anticipating this for the longest time ...

Finally Steve Jobs announced the launch of iPhone 4 on Apple Inc's annual conference.

How about you? Are you excited just like me?

HAHAHAHA!

iPhone 4 may be available in Singapore as early as next! how great will it be??!!! My unlimited sms and all coming to me soon. I think Kamy and me is now an iPhone addict. Or maybe both of us are really in love with Apple products!

It's time to start saving all my money for iPhone 4. I should really pester Singtel for some vouchers because I have been using the same account for my mobile phone since I was 12! A good 8yearsssssssssss.

2010-06-07T23:35:00.004+08:00

Life's great, if only people around are great!

I've been very emotional for the past months but I'm glad to say that will never bring me down. :)

I think I am a AWESOME organizer plus I've a awesome walking telephone book. My telephone book knows every single one of their contact number so I won't have a problem if I don't have any of their contact. I already called up everybody including little rascals M&M and KFC boy but I'll leave someone elses to contact the KOH's people. But my niece will be in London! :/ I'm so afraid that bel will cause us troubles and marcus would fall asleep halfway through. Perhaps, I really need to bring a soccer ball along because many of us going. My aunty keep texting me weird stuffs when I asked about M&M. One of the cutest text goes :

Me: Please make sure marcus have enough sleep :) thankyou for your cooperation.

Auntie: haha, I jus told him that, he said he tried veri hard to keep awake but his eyelids too heavy.

Me: Nevermind, we leave him at barrage can already.

Auntie: @_@

And my auntie keep asking me MPV here and there. Sadly, all drivers died! I leave without a choice but to tell her to sell away her volkswagen and buy a MPV instead. And the person we long to see, my FCIL died too :/ After FCIL, we started our "vroommmmmmmmmmmmm". HAHAHA! That's all our inside' joke about rich kids. Ju another joker, I think she don't get what I mean most of the time. She thought weijie is my classmate because I told her, I remembered his name because my classmate named weijie. Is freaking funny! How can weijie be my classmate? I think he will be freaking old in my class then.

:D

2010-06-05T23:04:00.001+08:00

Did I met the nicest lady on earth today? I'm seriously doubt-ing.

I was staring in the air half of the time, one quarter of the time I was answering non-relevants questions, 3% of the time I was answering relevants questions and the rest of time time I was busy texting and 1hour of break.

The nice lady told me " xiao mei, ni ke yi zuo le. xie ba dian." I was seriously damn shocked! Imagine the manager/supervisor let me off an hour early? Even the other staffs was extremely shocked. I even asked her, "Are you serious?".

How many of you actually meet such nice person letting you off at 7PM which is peak hour? Is not just letting you off for just 10-15minutes earlier upon request but on her own will!

little girl . . . .

2010-06-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

I sat there and I remembered I have a good friend named Chealsa when I was in pre-school. We used to "hang around" in school and we took the same school bus home everyday. On one fine day, she managed to find me on Friendster. I remembered her, but we don't dare to talk to each other. And now ... my Friendster account have been shut down for years.

I have another good friend, Shu Ning when I was in pre-school. But we don't take the same school bus home because my mom and the school bus boss are friends, that's how i ended up taking the bus instead of other companies. Surprising, we keep in touch up till today. We attended the same primary school that is located near our house.

The past always bring back many unforgetable good memories. What about the future?

2010-06-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

My desktop died on me just now. I don't know why somehow I managed to restart the whole system now, trying to save all my docuements. Especially my photos that I took during May! I did not save most of them into my external harddisk yet.

I am having all sort of weird dreams. Unexpected people(s) keep poping out in my dreams.

I slept 3hours just now but now I am tired again. I will sleep all I want this entire week.

Gosh! We have lots of formula to memorise for finance. Especially this week lecture! I can predict that it is going to be a disaster to us.

2010-05-28T21:43:00.001+08:00

Taxation CA was rather easy. I don't think is easy to score a Distinction because majority of them will score. It sounds super stupid to go for taxation tutorial after the CA. So, we had our early lunch with those involved in YOG. We occupied two table. One of the table super noisy, another table super quiet. I was sitting in-between. And the 6 of us made lots of noise. "Thanks" to yi lin's Chinese translation to English. She forever distrub people with her nonsense! (i know you will read this someday) I can't even play Super Mario game on DS lite properly unless they start the poker game. Some guy gave her a cool nickname! I was laughing when I first heard.

The 3 of us played "no goverment" style tai di. I don't even remembered the rules. I think the two of them addicted to tai di now. We've to check with the pro for the correct way of playing. I wanna play mahjong next but I don't dare to place my bet on mahjong. :/

I left school an hour earlier. Seriously can't help laughing during the presentation and knowing the info of phone spec. Self-prasing?! I don't think much info went into my brain. I don't know how on earth am I going to survive.

After dinner we explored the Serangoon Garden estate. I'm more into those cars rather than those house. Because some of the houses are old enough. I prefered those I saw at Punggol. Seriously cool, nice enviroment but wu lu. There won't be any chances for us to go back to Punggol estate because the house rental contact ended.

Cab-ed home. I was so suprise that it only cost me 6bucks! Looked for mom at the void-deck for Vesak Day event. When I stepped in, I saw familiar faces. I'm the only student left with a schoolbag that was fully filled. The rest of the teenager came with neat and clean clothes. But I came with sweaty smelly shirts, shorts and slippers. I went back home with 10minutes. I fell asleep immediately after bathing.

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This morning I was super bad! I don't even get angry with those typical Singaporean that only want free food. You know those freak sat there for 10minutes in those warm enviroment kept telling me "I have been waiting for you to serve me with food very long." The fact was I ended my phone call like 45minutes ago and is like "hey, you only wait for 5 - 10minutes only ok!" One asshole thinks that his table was already full (meaning 10person one table) I must serve him. You know what I replied him???????? "You wait longer, confirm got food eat!" HAHAHAHAHAHA! I feel so great today!

You think I freaking care about those bloody hungry ghost? I think I did a great job in answering those hungry ghost today. You don't have patient in waiting? You can just leave because the gate is always open that freaking big for you. :D

2010-05-25T17:39:00.001+08:00

We found out something today. So what on earth now?
You know we actually viewed each other SMS.

It has been such a long time since I played black-jack with them.
I played 5set of cards at once. My first time being so greedy on the gamble table.
SHIT THEM! forever I can't win when I got double Aces.
and the most shitting thing happened!
yeah, we gonna play again tomorrow.

I think it's time to sit down and do a flashback on everything.
Maybe after i'm done with all the gathering, work on hand etc.

Nadia and me actually want a 5B's gathering just becos of how I wished her on her birthday.
We are not going to be the organizer but we will get some nice guys from 5B to do it ?!!
*hint hint hint*
Please don't crush with IT fair that week. 10Jun - 13Jun

I became mastermind for C gathering now.
Hopefully, I will do planning for "OUR" outing next week when em' is back from China.
I just wanna make someone piss off while she browse through our photos on FaceBook!
I am thinking should I call the older-generation?
I wanna play soccer with the boys. We definitely have enough people to form a soccer team.
p/s: I know some stalker gonna see this. I just wanna make you piss off :p

I got my bursary today! But i'm not going to use those money to buy Gucci wallet.
I gonna work my ass off for money to buy instead.
I wanna have the sense of ............... i can't find a word to fit.

if my sis make it through the interview today, WE ARE GOING TO BUY S90!

FML! Tomorrow i'm going to get scolding by Mrs Sim!
I knew the answer but I wrote the wrong answer on the test paper again :/

My f*cking pork floss is not going to fly back from Thailand!
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

2010-05-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

My aunty seriously make me laugh everytime. I will laughed continuously for 10 -15 minutes when she 'fight' with her daughter. I even taught the daughter how to answer back the mother. ;p The worst thing was after I laughed at them, my mom walked into my room. errrrr . . my turn! karma!

Today taxation test was funny. I copied like mad for the theory part. I remember the first few pages because I only studied that part. I can even remember all the stupid dates. I learnt how to do my calculation this morning. I did the first question correctly but I forgotten about my 50k for second question. DAMN IT LA! Mrs Sim forever calling me when I do my Y/A for resident and non-resident. The way I calculated my dates are funny, I do it my own way.

Miss Tan really wants to give me a file after I showed her my multiple-hole file. I laughed immediately when she agreed to give me a file. I was just kidding. The multi-hole file only cost me 40cents. Maybe i'm just too violent to the file. :x

I am waiting for her to reach home ....... My friend, when are you coming home? where did you die until after your work? Lol.

I need all my sleep. (opps! I just woke up from my 5hour nap!) I need my energy to make people suffer tomorrow. Hopefully, i don't use up all my energy in the afternoon under the hot scorching sun. *cross finger*

2010-05-20T20:16:00.003+08:00

Navy open house (preview) was really great! (:
more updates another day.

I've been rather sleepy this week. Whose influence? It's really sucks!
And thennnnnnnnnnnnn, there is taxation test tomorrow to prepare for our CA on next thursday.
Chapter 2 is really a killer. I don't wish to memorize but what to do?!
I realized that i'm really sucks at chapter2 calculation! I can't compute at all.
Why not test on chapter 3 -5 instead? Eventhough is much more difficult but i think i'm able to do.

Tomorrow is F-R-I-D-A-Y! my favourite weekend arriving :D
Spending my Friday sleeping at home instead of going out.
I will start my fun on Saturday and ends on Sunday unwillingly. :/

I'm more looking forward for next week just because MORE POCKET MONEY!
hahahahahaha!
angbao from god-'grandfather'! (:
Might have addidtional pocket money tooooooo (:
I spent my dad 250bucks when he was away. I happily made a 200bucks spectacle. The uncle still told me "I give you discount!". LOL!
No driving? FINE! I'm vey fineeeeeeeeeee with no driving now.

I will start my 'new life' in June.
please don't give me hell, please be nice man!
and my funny aunty, seriously make me laugh like hell everytime.

Feeling so good because I have jobs in hand waiting for me now.
thank you for your intro. you know who you're. and thank you for all your nonsense text everytime (: see you during school holiday, if possible.

I can't seem to login to Singapore GP registration website! arghhhhhh, irritating!

2010-05-18T17:35:00.000+08:00

I'm so anticipating for the next episode of Poker Party.

Just a stupid Poker Party those youngster have could results into so much attention. You tell me isn't it funny? Anglo-Chinese VS Poly ?

I wonder how AC students are like. Just a few more weeks and I will be going to ACJC for some "business". Maybe, I should update the rest of the world how AC students behave after that. Just kidding. I think a person behaviour is influence by the enviroment. It doesn't mean people that are born with Gold/Sliver spoon will have lousy attitude and behaviour.

AC students doesn't have to be rich to study there. The requirement to study in that school doesn't state that "parents have to earn a minimum of $8000/mth". C'mon, I have heard before a doctor's son is from ITE!

My mother have this friend who is not rich, from an average income family living in 3-flat-room. But she could afford to send her son to Hwa Chong for education. Even my neighbour who is staying in HDB flat could afford to send the son to Hwa Chong! As you all know, Hwa Chong is also one of the top schools in Singapore.

Let's use other example.

My sister have this friend who is damn bloody rich! He lives in Bukit Timah during his school days. His parents own houses in Holland Village, Orchard, Sentosa Coast etc. And he used to study in Republic Poly. But I don't see him going around boosting how rich his family is. Furthermore, he is the only child in the family. I don't see him being a spoil brat.

I don't see all rich parents using their money just to let their children entering top schools.

To sum up, those people are really stupid, childish! :p

Offically Missing You

2010-05-16T22:07:00.001+08:00

this song is in my head for weeks! i'm falling in love with their voice :)

yeah, i'm going to covert this song into M4A format for my iPod.

i'm a fan of Janice & Sonia nowwwwwwww! :D

2010-05-16T14:14:00.000+08:00

BURNING MY WEEKENDS IN PROGRESS!

yeah, burning my weekend with my long time friends.

I will make my effort to meet sp next week. This time I mean what I said.

I can't decide Heliex Bridge or kite flying. I'm not going to do both. I can't afford to use up all my energy.

I hope that my Sunday trip won't be cancel. *cross fingers* I will give that ass hell time in my house when she come over on Saturday night. I will make my revenge! Face to face revenge! We actually planned to ask the rest along but we decide to pangseh all in the end.

2010-05-16T00:02:00.001+08:00

I'm terribly broke now!

I'm supposed to save my pocket money this week. I only put 20bucks inside my wallet for lunch for the whole entire week. I did survive in school but not the others.

I got caught in school because my hair colour was fading and it becomes brighter each day. But what can I do? My hairs colours like to fade away even if I don't dye. I no longer have black hairs! So, i have to buy hair dye and i'm not very used to the colour now. I don't have black hair ever since I was 16.

I over spent because of the stupid hair dye and prepaid card. D:

So yeah! I take my guts out! I texted my dad this morning for another extra 50bucks! HAHAHA! It's my first time doing this. I never ask extra money before. Most of the time is my mom know I need money and she give me extra 10bucks at most. But today I'm despo for money. On my way to the MRT station, I texted my dad for extra 50bucks.

I got 50bucks! I know i'm supposed to SAVE? but i brought IP MAN movie tickets @ 7bucks (discounted price), starbucks, lunch + dinner. I even saw a bunch of secondary schoolmates at kopitiam. It seems like I always bump onto someone @ Plaza Sing.

Well, money is never enough! I knew that at the end of the money I will still be getting extra money! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to spent my pocket money per week, I don't want to spent any extra anymore.

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I'm so sick of explaining. You know what?

I got more tann now. Strangers keep thinking that I am a Malay or somebody other races. Just because I don't speak like a Chinese speaking English when I talk to strangers. But the next moment I turned to my friends and start speaking Mandarin loudly. HAHAHAHA (:

But some funny people just like to tell me I don't looked like my age. They keep thinking that I am only 16 or 17. And they keep calling me "xiao mei" , "ah girl". FUNNY! They think I just graduated from Secondary school!

Seriously, I don't have the genes that Chinese should have. I have brown colour hair, blue eyes ball. I really have blue eyes ball but you can't really see. I don't have those black colour genes that a Chinese should have. I didn't know that until the doctor start checking on me when I was hospitalize when I was just a little girl. And they thinks it's funny. I have a row of training doctors holding a touchlight trying to check my eyes colour when they problem doesn't lie on my eyes sight! Isn't that stupid???? According to the medical terms, they can't really explain why. But those training doctors are funny! They told me why their ambition is to be doctor! But my ambition is not becoming a doctor. -,-

2010-05-13T19:26:00.001+08:00

Sometimes life is just hard to go on.
Everything is just like an roller-coaster.

Sometimes i'm thankful that i lead a better life than those about my age. Eventhough, I do envy about others life but I guess our life is fated to be this way.

I wanna burn my weekend away but I will have CA every week till the end of month. So i don't know what am I going to do. I want go study but you know the witch that I always disturb said "go study with you impossible." I don't have much things to revise for finance but i have tons and plenty to revise for taxation and accounts!

fuck man! I need pork floss tibits from thailand~ According to my dad's "pattern" is very hard for him to buy back unlessssssssssssss i ask from him! PORK FLOSSSSS!!!!!!

yay! my jc boy said raisin no seed. :D seeeeeeeee .. now all the jc boys say raisin no seed. I think I will go google for a good explaination. RAISIN!

2010-05-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

There's too much things that happened, too much to explain, too much to pen down.

Everyday is almost all about my FCIL! And I goes "myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy FCIL!". Humans does have weird relationship between each other. The relationship that couldn't be explain. Whenever we talked about "my FCIL" is about bring joys to life. HAHAH! So does the two Cheryl that I know agreed to this? I think they are the only two person that knows what am i refering to.

So i found my irritat-er partner! We irritate each other every single day without failed. I wanted to quit the game but the text just came in every morning. Is either "I want sleeppppppppppp." or "I'm HUNGRY!". We are inseparable! That was commented by our lovely sister, ju.

Oh well, even my elder cousin, ju thinks that i'm creative enough to form up the word FCIL! I'm always that creative, just that none of you realise.

We have never come into the conclusion does raisin have seeds? Peeps, if you're reading this, tell me your answer!

Is either you have to study harder or I have to study harder! Oh well, the lecturer, jc boy, working adults telling me no seeds. To me i don't think raisin have a seed because i'm eating raisin everytime but i never figure out how does raisin came about until the day when we fight against each other "does raisin have a seed?" The first time I heard about raisin have a seed is through saying my FCIL is a raisin. (you know, we just have to be creative in our daily life.)

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I've lots of fun during my past weekends but i'm just lazy to pen down. So i'm even more lazy to upload photos. :D

The very recent weekend I went LASALLE and RSAF (Paya Leba airbase).

We supposed to have a driver for our LASELLE trip but i don't know why, our driver went disappeared. The kiddo gave me a big shock early in the morning. Oh, I feel like dumping one of the kiddo but you know BUY 1 GET 1 FREE ?! Since i'm not the baby-sitter, i'm just the kiddo playmate, entertainer! I don't think we enjoyed the concert in LASELLE, we enjoyed the time running and playing even more! Throughout the concert i'm almost staring in the air or asking "eh, you understand not?".

Eventhough we are sick, we still have MacDonald for lunch! We looked so stupid in Mac. We played with the toys, the kiddo got from their happy meals. The toys are not interesting at all so we make our own sound effect and very engross in playing! Can you imagine we elder cousin doing this with me?!?! You know if I do this alone is still alright because I always do this right?????

We will have more crazy outing since some of them are exam-free now!

RSAF was an eyes-opening experience for me. I get to know more about RSAF, like what they do to protect this country, the equipment they used, how they trained their pilots. We even get to meet the Commanders and Minister of Defence.

If i wasn't sick that day, I will get to learn how to control the aeroplane through computer! And then I can understand how turf is the pilots training. :/

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I'm anticipating for this weekend. Arghhhhhhhh, I don't want to postpone again and again!